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about monday...

I guess I lied to you again

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Just a quick update tonight.

Here's the state of my upcoming piece: I've gone to war with this thing. I've been battling it all weekend. It's beaten me up pretty bad. I'm structuring it in acts, just like I did with the Losertarian piece. There's going to be six, plus a prologue.

The prologue and the first four acts went along really well. I took my time with them but the flow was great. I was in a flow state. And then I hit five and six. And I hit a block. I started thinking maybe I should only have five instead of six. I wrote act 5 and threw it in the garbage 5 or 6 times. I just couldn't get it right.

I couldn't land the plane. I took it off quite well. We were flying. We were flying high. And then I had to land it and I just couldn't get it to stick. But then it clicked.

It clicked hard. It clicked so hard it almost brought me to tears.

And so I need another day to get this right. There's going to be six acts. I can feel the weight behind this piece as I write it. I'm nervous about releasing it. That's just the truth. It's usually a good sign, in my experience.

I've thought about almost nothing else for the last week. I hope it earns the trust you have put in me and the time I have put into it.

I promised you Monday. It is going to be Tuesday morning instead.

stay close,
~ Clay

P.S. The members are hanging out in the lounge right now. Every Sunday night at 7pm EST. This is going to be a new ritual that I try to maintain. Come and go as you please. Sit in the room with me and chat. I will be adding features to the lounge as time goes on to make it a better experience for us. That's my writer/software engineer skill stack at work, as the late great Scott Adams would say. I want you in there... stopbeingprey.com/membership

P.P.S.
buy me a coffee... i love coffee... Trish bought me coffee tonight... Thank you Trish... stopbeingprey.com/tip

P.P.P.S keep sending the losertarian piece to every libertarian you know. It's working.